Accountability, not blame

“When you blame and criticize others, you are avoiding some truth about yourself.”
Deepak Chopra

Last week, I didn’t blog.

Why? Well there is no real excuse, I had opportunities to and I prioritized other things around and over it which led to a simple and inescapable fact: for the first time this year, I didn’t blog.

Every day I speak to people about development processes and adopting more agile methodologies; utilizing source control effectively and deploying better code more frequently. One of the biggest wins in this process is the level of accountability managers and teams are able to adopt. You can see exactly who has been doing what, when and why and this allows you to communicate more effectively, share ideas and ultimately deliver more value to the people consuming your end product.

One thing that always gets me though is when people, and there are many, talk about the ability to catch bad code, and holding developers accountable for their actions. Some people see this for what it really is, a feedback loop. Feedback is the single greatest thing one can receive on any of life’s paths; whether this be feedback on an essay you wrote, or on your personal tone and manners in social situations. The goal of feedback is for you to learn, to adapt, to grow.

But some people see it as a ‘blame game’, holding people bang-to-rights and using feedback to attack, rather than nurture. Trying to adapt what is primarily a process for growth and turning it into an opportunity to escape accountability for your own actions and to make another feel inferior as a by-product is a clear indicator of someone who is, as Deepak says, avoiding a deep and potentially unsettling truth about themselves.

This style of blame is akin to bullying, emotional abuse either within or outside the workplace and is catagorically not the style of accountability (if you can call it that) you or anyone should be adopting and crucially…

If you see or hear anyone giving ‘feedback’ like this, take the opportunity to speak to that person (when possible) and explain why what they are doing is so destructive.

The best way to tackle destructive negative feedback is with constructive feedback and understanding.

So no, I didn’t blog. Do i feel bad about this? Well, perhaps in some way – but crucially, the reason i didn’t blog is that I consciously prioritized other things in my life that required my attention, and I’m glad I did. The other things that I’m working on, both personally and professionally, are making me happy and fulfilled. Blogging will come with time and there will be weeks where I am not able to, but I will catch up as priorities shift themselves back to normal, stable, day-to-day levels.

I have learned from this week that there are better ways to organize my time, and this is important feedback to give myself to ensure in the future I am able to get through everything I would like to and to still have time for me, so it has been a very important learning curve.

This week, my wife and I are on holiday and I have made the decision to turn on my out-of-office and turn off work-email notifications and I will be using this time instead to focus on the one person in the world who makes me feel like nothing can stop me, who’s always there with a thoughtful, beautiful smile – and that is the very least she deserves.

I am accountable to myself to ensure I am doing the things I must, and behaving as I should – but I refuse to blame myself for taking time out for my mental health, for taking opportunities to grow… and for not prioritizing blogging.

I hope you all have a wonderful week and that your 2020 is off to the most wonderful start as we leave a cold and dark January behind us and I’ll see you back here for more of what you’ve seen so far and more!

P.S. £10 for the missed week takes the total for the ‘2020 blogging challenge’ donation to MIND up to £130 in December, a happy product of holding myself accountable.

I got to watch a team work fast and it was awesome!

“Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It’s not.”
Dr Seuss

I care a great deal about anything I work on, as I mentioned in my previous post here (ironically about not working for once), so it goes without saying that I am super invested in any customer I help to get up and running with any of the Redgate solutions, and none more so than Data Masker.

Ever since it became part of the Redgate family Data Masker has been an integral part of my workday – there aren’t many days where I don’t interact with the tool or it’s concepts in some way and when things go wrong, the tool breaks, something doesn’t work like it should, well not only is it less than ideal for me (showing me up) but it’s not delivering value to the customer.

Now that. I hate with a passion.

However, I’m lucky enough that once that happens, that is not the end of it – we don’t pack everything up and say “well… sorry all, that’s your lot.” No – I get to speak directly to our fantastic support team and the equally as fabulous and helpful development team directly behind the tool, and guess what? They care too. Immensely.

I can think of 2 key examples of this team working in the most incredible way, you wouldn’t even believe (well maybe you would), but it goes to show you what is possible, especially when you break down the silos in your organisation. I never became just “a ticket from a sales engineer”, and this is how they helped me fix 2 problems:

1 – UTF-8 encoding of strings for substitution rules

I was working closely with one of the Business Development folk (little side nod there to Kendra for saying folk so often I’ve started saying it) in Redgate’s sales team who were working with a potential customer in a country where Arabic is the primary language. As such, you would expect them to want to use Data Masker to mask Arabic names like اَمير‎ (“Amir” in English) into data sets, instead of something like “Frank”, which just doesn’t have the same ring to it.

It turns out that in the port across of Data Masker from it’s older v5.5 to the swanky new v6.0 (yes this was a little while back) the ability to change the encoding of strings from user defined data sets had been broken, which meant that the values from Data Masker weren’t being inserted correctly in the table, rendering all of their Arabic sets useless. This was a huge blocker to their trial, which was under time constraints anyway.

I reported this to the Data Masker team on the 7th February 2019 at 12:53pm, created a support ticket for reference at 2.03pm and had personally spoken to them by 3.00pm. The lead developer, support rep, product designer and myself quickly met up to discuss it and agreed that as this was a bug, broken functionality that should exist (and which could block not just this customer but any customer requiring it for other language sets) that they would down tools and work on a fix immediately.

By 9.00am the following day a fix went out the door. Built, tested, deployed. Who did they involve in the testing? Me, initially. Then they waited on feedback from the potential customer, who also confirmed it worked after upgrading.

Wow. That’s what I call fast!

2 – Time-out tennis

More recently (think November 2019) I was working with a customer of ours who I had built up a great relationship with – they were super friendly, super responsive and all round great to work with. Unfortunately as we were getting their masking sets set-up (pun definitely intended) we started encountering time out issues when waiting for masking stats to return.

This was a little irksome, as it was a slight dent in my relationship and credibility and was slowing them down, as it was causing sets to not complete at all.

The problem was though, it wasn’t such an easy fix as with Number 1 above, as it wasn’t exactly clear what was causing the timeouts and I wasn’t really sure what were the best places to check! Fortunately the “Masketeers” as they are more commonly known around Redgate towers, did have an idea of where to look. A nominated member of the development team (and to him I will be forever grateful) almost became a little subdivision of the team – it didn’t require their full might, just someone who knew even more intimately what was happening than me!

Through a few ‘back and forth’s with the customer, experimenting with timeouts and making some tweaks we were able to establish what was going wrong, and ultimately provide a fix. This work became a new branch which was merged into the main base after testing once again and was released the very next day. Finally, the customer let us know it was all working again and sets were completing as they should.

Conclusion?

Sometimes you have the pleasure of working with some unsung heroes where you work, I do it on a regular basis – from the facilities and cleaning team here in the building who do the most incredible work to look after us, to the Sales management team who are constantly looking at ways to make us the best possible company to deal with – Redgate is definitely a place where people can do the best work of their lives.

But on these occasions, I got to witness something special. Cross-functional collaboration. Communication. Empathy. Passion.

And just getting the work done. When it’s about delivering value to customers, feedback, development and testing are everybody’s job, and I’m lucky enough to work with people who put that theory into practice.